* Akasha *

A gift from Dharmakaya.

It is the natural gift of desire, intention and attention ...

The Whole Journey is a dedication to ...
















*** MARIANNE ***





To all the great people in my life;



My parents †.


Luuk Lubeek.


Tom Pols.


Ben Hilbrink †.


Jan Hijlkema.


Henk Cohen.


Henny van der Graaf


Eberhard Schulz.


Pak Johnny Widjaja


Peter Kroes.


Piet van Wijk †.


Pak Soelong Nasoetion.


Tina Suiartina.


Wim Eikelboom.


Arend Bouwer.


Theo Spierings.


And all my other friends in life,

who give me a chance / opportunity and tried to teach me something.


But I am also thankful to all the people in my life

who where the complete opposite of me.

They where my positive inspiration to do it in different way.

They gave me sleepless-nights, headache, irritation, pain and tears.


Their way of thinking and behaviour did not match with my way of thinking

and that was the main reasons that I did it my way.


Without them, how could I ever have learned to be patient and forgive?


How could I have learned to love.


Based on:


My life and own experiences since December 1952 till today ...




You are what you are.

Upanishads is Brihad. IV.4.5:


You are what your deep, driving desire is.

As your desire is, so is your will.


As your will is, so is your deed.


As you deed is, so is your destiny.